To Be or not to Be..?

It is the age-old question... and in my opinion the ultimate question for a human being would be: ' to understand it's own existence'

People have thought about that throughout the centuries. In modern days we are looking at theories to explain the cause of matter, we want to discover ever and ever smaller particles that would have been formed during the 'Big bang' thus expalining our being.
But how did the 'Big bang' occur? The road in explaining matter this way in my opinion leads to nothing.
I think it is easier to explain why we do NOT exist, that that we do exist. In my opinion the ultimate (quantum) particle could be 6 dimensional by nature. 3 dimensions which we can 'see' and 3 dimensions within the same particle / forcefield which are exactly opposite of the 3 we can see. Plus 3 + -3 equals 0. The essence of matter thus doesn't exisit in a higher framework of dimensions, it is only the spin of the matter (E) in 3 dimensions that looks like it IS..and forms the world and ourselves as we know it..

In my opinion, changing that spin, changes the Energy contained in 3D of the matter particle, stopping it will lead to extinguishing into a seperate dimension of space/time.

There it is, finally had the courage to put it in writing, being a lawyer by education and having no background in Physics..

So what do you think: To Be or not to Be...?

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